Thursday, December 30, 2004

msm programme

Tomorrow I'm going to Coventry and I've got to pack millions of stuff. If last time's programme is the worst, then this time's the best! Erm....... actually I don't know about the best.......but maybe second best. The one at South London was the best! because it's all for kids and the best about that is my sister, my brother and me just got sent there by my Dad and then Dad just need to drive home and leave us at that place alone. And that's THE BEST.............

Friday, December 24, 2004

Scared

It's now 5:49 pm and I'm at home on my own and I'm really worried about what's gonna happen soon....... My brother and my sister is not at home and my parents and my two younger ones had gone to Tesco for some shopping to get ready for the next week 4 day trip to Coventry.

I'm also scared that when my sister and my brother gets home they might think that there is no one at home but we'll just wait and see their freaked out faces............

Thursday, December 23, 2004

life is unfair

my life compared to everyone else is different as in more unfair than everyone else. I dont think I fit in with my family.I can't play with Mum and Dad and Anas and Najihah because when they have fun Mum says I'm too big for that. But if I go with my big sister and my big brother they tell me to BOG OFF!!! So I feel like I'm stuck in the middle. I feel like they're not my family.....you know...... I just dont fit in. That's why I wanted a step sister and I got one. It's just that she doesn't live with me. Her name is Emira. She's nicer than my big bro and my big sis. I don't know what I'll do without her.She wanted to be my sister and I said maybe we should be step sisters. It used to be our little secret but some people in school found out.We didn't really care. When I go back to Malaysia I can't see her anymore so we just have to keep in touch..................

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

my life as a middle daughter

Its not fun being a middle daughter.Parents tell you to do all kinds of things that just make you feel lazy and dont want to do anything.I hate being a middle daughter because for my parents, they think they can rely on me and just tell ME to do all the work.Why not my big brother?

Why me me me me and me?Maybe they do ask my big sister to do some work but not my brother. He's just a lazy old computer freak! Why do I have to do lots of work????????????????

Sunday, December 19, 2004

big hello to all readers

hi!!!!!

my name is me and me is I and I is one of the Abu Bakar's and one of the Abu Bakar's is called Raihan and Raihan is me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry to interrupt...just read on....

read on....you will find me interesting......

just carry on reading....dont get interupted...

hiii

my first post.. hey hey..



my sister created it for me..

i've no idea wut it is..

i just wanna make one

dats crazy

just laugh..!!



hahahahaha



i'm only eleven

i dont have life problems like my sisters or my brothers

but this is quite fun

its also crapt



let just go

bye