Wednesday, September 10, 2008

a post for...

i can read you that well..
being your friend was a mistake hard to leave..
you had to go and show me what a perfect, caring, hilarious, friend you can be..
make me get addicted to you..
and then you shut it all down.
if i knew you were gonna do all that,
then leave me time and time again,
i would have ditched you ages a go..
whats worse, its been a long while
the addicted is still strong.
the only way i can get over this sick (and very wrong) addiction, 
is to leave everything behind,
every thing, every place, every person that could remind me of you.
that day will come. i know it will.
and when it does, you'll miss me,
staring back at yourself in the mirror
long enough to realize, 
you're not that over it. 
just trying to look good for everyone else.
put up an innocent act to fool those around you.
didn't fool me~