Monday, August 31, 2009

I'm a kid..hehe

Listening to Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift. Two Is Better Than One..its on repeat..
Currently completing a bio folio..humm..

Yesterday, me and my family went to Carrefour Subang Jaya.. Well..me and najah wanted to go to Subang Parade which is right next to Carrefour.. but..abi didn’t let us..so..okay.. We tried to enjoy ourselves..

We went to browse the kid’s isle..full of toys.. Y’all know how there are those baby toys with lots of buttons to press.. and huge colourful pianos.. We were so bored that we pressed every button that can be pressed on those toys.. We made quite a noise at the isle..but thankfully there was not many people around..hehe..it was really fun.. 

So where did all the kids go?? We looked around..apparently Carrefour hired a clown to make balloons for the kids.. All the kids were crowding and waiting for a balloon.. I wanted so much to join the crowd of kids and get myself a specially-shaped balloon.. But of course..it would seem rather awkward since all the kids were not taller than 1 metre..hehe..and if I joined the kids.. Najah was ready to make a run for it..hehe..

So we carried on browsing at different isles..staying well away from the clown..
But later..when the crowd of kids had disappeared..the clown saw me looking at shoes..

clown: Hye..(huge smile)
me: hye..(huge smile back at him)
clown:…(just stare)
me: Can I get a balloon..?
clown: hehe..sure.. What shape do you want? (blew up a long red balloon with the pump)
me: (giggle) I don’t know..surprise me..

Everyone around saw me get a balloon from the clown..then..suddenly other older kids weren’t afraid to ask for a balloon too..hehe.. I thanked the clown..and left with my red flower balloon..

Friday, August 28, 2009

rich to richest~

These picz were published with permission of my bruv..haha

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Last night.. My siblings and I played a game of saidina.. We started playing right after buke pose.. around 8.15..It was the five of us..anas teamed up with abg..he threw the dice for abg..anas had this lucky prayer...

"bismillah..smoge abg sye dpt mng.."

..hehe..he'd say it everytime he throws the dice..we stopped at 9 for tarawih then continued at 10...kakak forfeit since she was too sleepy to continue..so then its jus me, najah abg n anas..

Abg bought almost everything he landed on and made 4 houses on almost every single one of his property..so of course..me and najah ended up paying him a lot money..and we ended up giving up our properties to him..he had this very evil laugh..and it was pretty annoying..we just wanted to slap his face everytime he laughed like that..humm.. He got rich pretty fast..

Then he landed on a decision step..picked up a card and BAM!! He had to pay tax for every single one of his house..hahaha..serves him right for the evil laugh!! But I guessed it didn't stop him from winning.. We played until 12.30.. and he won anyway..

..bummer..

well..now he can get his hairy legs out of me and najah's room..

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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Much better..

Got bac from my appointment with the doctor around 3..

Blood test results..thankfully, things are improving..blood count back to normal..and practically everything else is pretty good now..including rate of blood pressure..^_^ strangely, my body is still very tired at times..the doctor says there are so many more tests to take..

When I became her patient, she didn't think it would be difficult to diagnose me..but now she sees the symptoms are too general..she mentioned about a certain disease [which I didn't catch the name of]..the cause of this particular disease cannot be found.. Its when your body just gets tired when it wants to, but all your blood tests and all that are perfectly fine..but she also said that no doctor will suspect the disease unless every possible test is clear..so I have thousands more tests to take..

Next appointment is in 2 weeks..next test is not a blood test but an ULTRASOUND~~on my other ovary~~ awww..mann.. I really don't want to know the status of my sterility at this age..haha.. If y'all know my health story back in 2007, you'll know what I'm on about..hehe..anyways..ultrasound is not taken in an-nur but in KPJ in Kajang..

Huhh..I'm not worried about having an ultrasound, but I'm just worried of the results..if my cyst repeats, just do the operation but don't tell me..cuz I really don't want to know, although I have to..

Moving on..enough health talk, this song is from the Lines, Vines, and Trying Times album by the Jonas Brothers..I love it cuz of the whole story behind the song..hehe




Lyrics | Jonas Brothers Lyrics | Much Better Lyrics

I dOn'T kNoW wHat TiTle To PuT..

feeling down with no chocolate to fix the heart..getting a fever..but thankfully I already have an appoinment with my doctor today..

Changed two things on the site if you've noticed..

-The header pic ~ remember the ring I blogged about not long ago..just wana give y'all a clearer view of it..
-The playlist ~ these are the songs I've been listening to lately..some breakup songs, some just songs to keep me happy..

Talking of breakup, I found an old post by a friend of mine on her myspace (I'm not addicted to it), its about breakup tips. Haha.. I've tried some of them before, they work! 

One of them was, remember the bad things that your ex have done to you.. Trust me, it makes you feel a lot better..hehe..

Btw, I've been addicted to making signs lately..cuz I've requested signs from others, thus I have to make them signs in return..so if you want me to make you one just leave a message to my piczo, email or comment or something..

aite..aYan logging out of piczo~

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

loading..loading..

watching princess protection program on the net.. hehe I'm not patient enough to wait for the disney channel premiere..September 6th for Southeast Asia..

Click to watch Princess Protection Program

Talking of disney..

Loving 1st singles by Emily Osment - All the way up -- album [no name yet] out March 9th 2010~
and also Selena Gomez and the scene - Falling down -- album [kiss and tell] out Semptember 29th..

take a listen on the mixpod playlist..

Monday, August 24, 2009

So....finally~

A lot of people are like..

"aYan ada myspace??"
"Raz, add me on myspace"
"yan, ade myspace kn?? add taw"
"k'yan ada myspace x?? kite bru wat.."
"hey gurl, add me on myspace, if you don't have one, make one LOLZ"

haha..you know its you if you've quoted any of the above to me...so okay..I get it..people love myspace..Its just that I'm a super lazy person..just worried that I won't be updating..but since people keep telling me to make one..hehe..so finally I did..add me if you like..

www.myspace.com/rbps_lhs

If you're wondering, RBPS stands for Robert Bakewell Primary School and LHS stands for Limehurst High School..

I tried a couple of urls that I wanted..but they're all taken..but I don't know why I decided to have my old schools as my myspace url~..

And hopefully I won't be obsessed with myspace, unlike some people..haha.. 

Sunday, August 23, 2009

patient with the internet~

just quick updates..

After a long hard research[??!!] haha..and a lot of patience with internet.. I finally got the hang of using iframes.. thanks to xvintage-codes~!! I applied the use of iframe for all of V's pages, excluding V eDitz..and maybe in the future..when I'm a little more dedicated and a lot less lazy..hehe..I might just use iframe for the entire site..or might not..iframes are tricky..

If you noticed, I also got rid of the piczo toolbar at the top.. It just finally got too annoying.. I just wonder how I was patient with it before and didn't remove it earlier..hmm..

earlier updates..

V eDitz - features V's blends when she was messing around with PS..and..
Daily Ding Dongs~my monthly google calendar..don't ask me what ding dong means.. I just like saying it..

Friday, August 21, 2009

Confidence..

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See the ring?? Just to prove to you that its my hand in the picture, this little pic was taken from a photo at Cameron Highlands, its in the "Cameron Highlands 09" page somewhere..with the caption "tryna fit everybody in"..

Anyways..I wear this ring practically almost everywhere I go..except for school.. I wore it to the MUSLEH debate, I wore it for the mock debate last week (if anybody noticed), I wear it when I go shopping, I wear it to events..appointments, blood tests..such and such.. Its very special to me..wanna know why?? keep reading..

You know how girls where makeup or jewellery for confidence?? (maybe you don't know) Well, I call this ring my "confidence ring".. It was bought for me by my elder sister a couple of years ago during a shopping spree.. I'm not a huge fan of bracelets or necklaces.. and the only piece of makeup accessory I enjoy wearing would be eye-liner and lip balm (which technically, does not count as makeup).. So she wanted to buy me a piece of jewellery, since I didn't like bracelets and all that so I suggested rings..

Since then, I wore this ring everywhere I go..because somehow I feel confident with this particular ring.. I do own other rings which also give me confidence..hehe..but this ring had something different about it..maybe the place it was bought..or the day it was bougth..or..maybe the person who bought it..but either way, out of all rings I have, this is the one I feel most confident with..

And that is the story of my confidence ring..

Unfortunately, people tend to misunderstand the ring for a certain commitment..which is rather crazy.. About a month ago, a guy friend called me up.. He asked about the ring, "are you engaged or something??" hehe..no, of course not..and I explained that the ring was from my sister.. A couple of people at school also think that I'm not single, which is rather funny, if y'all read my past posts, I mentioned I don't want a certain special someone for a long, long, long time..

Okay, yes..admitting the fact that I have many close guy friends which a majority of them don't go to my school anyway..but don't get it wrong, I'm not with anyone..

The reason I'm typing this is because some rumour spread that I'm "with" this guy who just happens to be super-close to me.. I just want to clear it out..I'm still single and mingling..haha~

Its a confidence ring, and yes, if y'all happen to see me out and about, I'll be wearing this everywhere..^_^

Now, moving on to the daily thoughts and ding dongs.. Blood test was cancelled on wednesday and postponed to thursday, but since I was giving my commitment to debate on thursday after school (unlike some people who were supposed to be there but weren't), the blood test is cancelled again and the date is moved to today but not sure what time..

But anywayz.. I'm pissed with someone right now.. Usually when I talk about someone on this blog, I refer to them as "that person" and rarely as their name.. but this time I'm being straight. It's a he. He was a close friend.. he hangs with my bruv constantly, which I have no problem with, but he couldn't come straight to me to ask about my status, he had to go and ask my close girlfriends about whatever he wanted to know about me.. I've told him already the truth, unfortunately, he didn't trust my words.. Well if you don't believe what I told you, I'm fine with that but don't go around asking my girls anything~!!

He was a close friend, was.. now I don't really know anymore.. I ws never "with" him or anything but this song is for you anyway..




Lyrics | Ashley Tisdale Lyrics | Its Alright Its Okay Lyrics

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Coke tastes so good when I'm dizzy..

I hate it when piczo loses blog posts.. But they always put them back..~

Currently listening to Vanessa Hudgens Sneakernight album.. haven't listened to it for a while.. Current song playing - Hook it up

So what's been going on lately.. Well apologies to mates who I mis-sent text messages to.. I've been doing that a lot lately to quite a few people.. I have crazy headaches at night..I mis-clicked the buttons..haha.. And I know some people are slightly frustated with that..hehe..so sorry..

Song Change - Last Night

I'm a little annoyed with someone right now..how could she do that to me..honestly, try and be happy with yourself for once.. Try and look at the things you have that others don't.. Stop thinking that you have the worst life out of everyone.. Because so many people go through worse things than you.. Stop being so selfish.. Stop thinking that you are always right.. And don't hurt others if you don't want them to hurt you.. Plus shut up if you don't have anything better to say..

Song Change - Papercut

Its somebody's birthday today!! hehe..happy 16th.. I can proudly say I'm the first to wish that person happy birthday at 12am this morning.. haha.. I hope that person had a great day.. hehe.. If that person reads this..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!!

Song Change - Set it off

Tomorrow..another blood test at an-nur..I just keep wondering how much blood they're going to take this time.. How many tubes do they need?? How many tubes are they gonna spill?? Haha..~ Just yesterday, there was a biology experiment on rate of respiration (i think) and rate of heartbeat.. huhu..mine is a lot lower than everybody else.. expected that coming anyway..haha..

Final Song Change - Vulnerable (love this song)

aYan waiting for MUSLEH debate pics from a friend who is supposed to send them to me..can I have them please..huwaaa!!

Saturday, August 15, 2009

piczo fight..

a shout to all my piczo friends..don't fight..please..settle nicely..don't hack into each other's websites and start deleting everything.. and for those being b*tches, just STOP. 

I did some rounds to all my piczo mates sites..and someone had like a stupid fight over some web modelling thing.. people said, she was the b*tch, some say the abuser was the b*tch.. Come on~ no point fighting over the net..its so stupid.. Don't let haters bring you down.. Keep doing what you do.. 

If you're wondering..I'm team hannah!!

Btw..also wishing happy birthday to a friend of mine currently in the USA, anip.. happy 15th~!!

Update 4.25pm - Since V's killing her piczo site, "my personal favz" page has been changed to V eDitz..just mostly for V's graphics and mine..