Tuesday, October 27, 2009


It happened last week.. I didn't want to write about it earlier because I wanted to be sure that it was completely settled.

Yes, I admit. Last week I confronted the most powerful student in the school. I practically 'attacked' the person with some very harsh words.. humm.. All the person did was nod and said.. .."I'm sorry"..and smile..

The next day, the person came to see me to get a better explanation of what it was exactly that I was confronting the person with.. The person tried to shoot back at me with some words..but then my mouth just opened and answered.. I won't explain leniently about something I'm really unsatisfied with just because the person is powerful in school..

Just FYI to all.. I was sort of mad at the person but I didn't raise my voice.. I only tried to make my speech professional only because the way the person replied was kinda professional as well..

Also something that y'all should know.. I truly respect the person for who the person is at school.. But, honestly when I spoke to the person.. I was referring to who the person was at home.. So actually, the problem I had with the person was a personal issue.. It was nothing to do with school and nobody else was supposed to put their noses into it..

I wasn't trying to make a scene, I was trying to stand for my rights.. I hope y'all understand that it was totally 100% personal and I hope that y'all don't judge me or the person without knowing the real story..

And a message to some guy who heard our conversation partially..

You totally got it wrong.. You don't even know what the issue was about.. I'd appreciate if you just keep your effing gob shut.. Thanks..

You know who you are if I'm talking about you..

Anyways.. moving on.. a different person now..

I have a dark cloud over my head today.. and possibly tomorrow too..and the next day..and the next..and the next.. God knows when it will go away..

I fell.. Hard.. And landed on concrete..
(that's just symbolic, okay~)

The last time this happened, it lasted just over a day.. but this time may be for good..
[Not really, we always say so..but it never really ends..]
*sweet promises* remember them..

Lyrics | Avril Lavigne Lyrics | When You%27re Gone Lyrics

Owh why does the border have to be pink.. I just can't be bothered to customize~


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